Overflowing

Hi there, this probably has been the longest since I'm missing from this place, and yes finally I got my hands on this gadget this web to type something.

This will be quite a load to read because ........

Moody? You don't say. My patience is running thin on plenty of things because I'm really burnt out from work and work and more work; especially when I'm being faulted for things I'm not even at fault? Come'on, stress is no joke. One day I was venting to friend and her words so relatable. Man, I wish I have that skill to put how I feel into just one sentence, which for me will become one long chunk (like what I'm doing now). Sometimes understanding doesn't mean accepting; and accepting may perhaps be possible in time or never at all.

Inspirations will only come from people who walk the walk more than talk the talk. This friend of mine, her work doesn't seem quite like it, yet everyday she experiences new things from different perspective. I do admire the way she processes and crunches things in such a way that make all the complicated things simple, and it disappears like a poof. Must be she's too lazy to bother. If so, I really need to attain that level of laziness! Lol.

Honestly, I do treat / am bias towards people I care about deeply. Sometimes I make it so obvious. Guilty? No way. Because everytime I think about whose attitude is worse? Hah, f-you-see-kay-why-oh-eww. For this, I hold the grudge; I judge harder than anyone else. This fury probably may never dissipate, because I'm a true Scorpion. Never underestimate a Scorpion, or so they say.

This few weeks have been happening but, I can't remember how happening it was. Satisfying yet mundane lifestyle. I do hope I'd find what I want in life someday, or perhaps maybe realize what I have now is what I've been wanting. Ah, this doesn't sound bad at all.

I want this comforting bubble to stay comforting as long as possible. TGIF, my virtual friends.