I know, I haven't finish my Bangkok trip but there are things I have to let out of my tiny heart & brain before I have major heart attack or brain tumor.
To be fulfilled with what I'm already getting after knowing what the others are getting is such a tough idea to realize. She accidentally slipped her tongue and revealed what they're earning now. It's a fairly huge mistake on her part because, I am human with a mind of my own. Undergraduate pay versus graduate pay, the difference is only $500 with similar commission scheme and benefits. On top of that, I am being restricted from the opportunity of doing something that has a much higher payout with the same amount of effort while the others are being given the chance to explore (and that's a higher commission fyi). How can I still be unaffected? Every single human being is money-motivated. I'm not an exception. The only positive thing I can comfort myself is, at least I'm being given and not having to find my own jobs to do.
I feel like crap every single day going to work - my base is not at the market rate, my colleagues are almost as well paid as me, and I'm slogging like a cow to close even one deal to earn the commission to increase my monthly pay. Fuck.
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